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Friday, 07 August 2009

Friday, 31 July 2009

  • Non-denominational aka Fundamentalists

    Here in illinois, I've made friends with some new people. These people are very easy to make friends with, granted that you never insult them.

    But I'm not one to tell them they're wrong.

    How it all began: in my effort to make something out of my long stay at "home" I found a group from www.meetup.com which featured people who all have an interest in Japanese. This was about two months ago. I went in and met some new faces however I felt slightly out of place as a youth and the only girl amongst middle aged men. Except for one.

    His name is Robert and he's 29. His experience in Japan was living in southern Kyushu for 4 years doing missionary work. He's a non-denominational from East Texas. Usually when I think about people who hold his religious ideas, I think about people standing in the street protesting something unethical like stem cells or gay marriage, shouting out verses from the bible. Also I think of mega churches with movie theater sized screens, a man with a microphone pushing down members of the congregation proclaiming that Jesus has healed their cancer or swine flu. Allelujah!

    While he's not exactly this, his perception of how to worship is new age. Yet he's educated, earned his college and masters and is going to graduate school again for another masters. I think this helps us have a good, non accusatory, judgemental free conversation. In fact, ever since we've started Japanese lessons together, hanging out with him has been fun. Our personalities are pretty dynamic when we're together. Apparently he likes me enough that he invited me to meet some of his friends here.

    Thus I've begun a group of friends and all of them have a personal relationship with the savior Jesus Christ... and I'm the oddball Episcopalian reverend's daughter who's found Agnosticism. Robert knew this within the first week we started hanging out. Before meeting his friends he told two of them about my position so "they won't bombard you, Miko." And anyone who is my facebook friend can easily find out that Jesus isn't my shadow.

    In come the, "We'd LOVE to have you come to our church and bible studies!! Why not come to this Uprising Conference too?" invitations. I'm happy that I'm welcomed... but I know that they're carrying out their duties to spread the love of Christ to those who do not know it. In fact, since they were told to not bombard me, in case they might... this is actually quite a round-about way of doing a Christian's duties. Passive aggressive, perhaps?

    Robert, whom I know the best out of the short two months since Graduation, knows that I'll become a Christian if I want to become a Christian. So he doesn't push things like this on me, which is good because I want a friend more than a missionary to hang out with. Of course, as a Christian, he does pray that some day I may change. However, the deal between us was that he accepts me for who I am even though we may disagree, and we can give each other the pleasure of our companies. And it is fun.

    I believe that there's more than one way to do something and get an end result. As simple as tying a shoe, or making dinner... or as complicated as solving a marriage. Religion also has many approaches but the same end result: faith and good morals to living life.

    If a personal relationship with Jesus solves your problems and creates a community that you're happy with, then go on and live your life that way. If you'd rather use Ram rather than Maya to get to Krishna's level of enlightenment after your cycles have ended, then do so. If you feel that living a godless life makes you most comfortable, then be comfortable. Live it, but don't push it. Or, don't hurt anyone for the sake of what you believe. What is right is what is right for you and not what is right for me. This is how I feel and I wish the evangelical Athiests or some Bible Thumping Christians could feel the same way too.

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

  • Job in northern Japan!

    Possible job in Northern Japan in a place called Akita Prefecture!! It's an ALT position, or Assistant Lang Teacher.

    Here's the details.

    Pros:
    -315,000 yen /month
    -5,000 yen/ month house rent (2 stories)
    -house is walking distance to school
    -you are hired directly by the municipality
    -starts immediately

    Cons:
    -3,000 people population
    -No supermarket
    -1 hour from the nearest bar
    -only 1 convenient store
    -no station nearby
    -you have to at least be able to commit on a 1 and half years of contract
    -very cold in the winter


    Yes, very much a country area, but great for saving money just like I want to! Yay!

Saturday, 18 July 2009

  • Money, It's a Gas

    I got m first paycheck from this job! Almost $400! yay!

    Only $9,150 more til I have $10,000 needed for Japan!


    In other events.. It's been about 2 months since I've gotten back to Naperville. This time it'll be the longest period of time living here. It's hard to adjust when I'm still attached to California. (I JUST went there too and saw my friends again). However, I've become a little outgoing and joined a site called meetup.com. People create/post events there and I found a Japanese group that meets every Monday night. From that group I made a new friend. He's 29 and interesting... a lot of fun. But I never tell him that. His Japanese is a little better than mine since he stayed in Kyushu for four years doing missionary work.

    My single mind says, "Go get him!" but I'm not acting on it.. or trying not to. I don't want to rely on only him for fun... It's hard finding new people when you don't have a place to go to everyday. Another event is salsa on Thursday nights. I only did it once so far. Maybe I can try again this week. Unfortunately all the people I seem to come across are already 30+. I feel young and belittled in front of them. Almost a generation ahead of me. What's a 23 year old girl to do?

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • Signs that a girl has moved on

    1. First thing she'll do is change her appearance. It might be a manicure/pedicure, new expensive clothing item/accessory, or a new haircut... hell even all of them. But change on the outside can bring change and a new feeling for the inside.

    2. Start becoming open again. That is, be more open for dates, checking out other guys, and getting out to meet new people.

    3. She starts to enjoy the simple things in life. A good wine, or a good glass of beer. Her favorite tv show. Finding new recipes to cook and savoring her creation. Reading a book in the sun on a lawn.

    4. Have a new "relationship". More like a fling that she knows will end soon enough. It tells her, "I might be recently single, but that doesn't mean I have to be lonely." He'll be fun company, but she won't be falling in love.

    5. Discover a new hobby. Suddenly, knitting got a lot more interesting.